More Writing 2

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7. Writing

I don’t really know who I am writing for. Maybe it is that my self-image, which used to be very stable, up to Sept 2011 altered drastically when I went for this job that was hell.

I don’t think I am a bad person per se and I do care etc but I am always preoccupied with how much I am falling behind on work. Because I am no damn use to anyone anywhere unless my work is improving.

But I suppose as someone who prefers to spend as much time alone as I can get away with without outright being like denied hospital services etc, I will always reflexively switch to ..I suppose I feel guilty on some level for finding human contact largely torture except in these nice text forms without an actual person you have to interact with in real time.

That doesn’t make a bad or callous person! I ..like people. People have written books and articles I like and that unlike science is very human.

And who can like the sort of obnoxious pills that are genuinely these jerks. But I like text. It has adequate levels of information without extra information of no use to anyone.

I think a community that has text and text messages and email is way better than all this extra connection. I hate phones. They are so awkward.

Email, message boards and text -that is more than enough.

All I wanted to communicate is I am totally filing lots of complaints. And I will ensure that they get taken seriously.

But it is also cool where it is cool. This happens to me all the time inside this- the difficulty of targeting things.

That’s why I have s DU account anymore. And DU is different. I had a Substack account briefly, but I just could not take to it.
I think I preferred lurker mode here to putting all my eccentricities on display. But last July, as I was yet again trying to work and wrap this damn paper up, there were road closures elsewhere and the traffic on this street ramped up adding to the nuisance of these malicious criminal assholes who drive down this street to map it or out of a pathetic and bottomless need for attention as this type of “influencer” or “gamer” or other parasite has.
And I hate noise and sound pollution.


I try not to annoy people or make demands. All I wanted was simple contracts with society or where it is not that rigid, like DU or the non-intrusive normal humans who make up most of reality not that commentariat or public figures, influencers, celebrities-all people I mostly hate.

But I was also angered that these guys have this take that if you aren’t silent they have the right to extra obnoxious to “teach”. I don’t know what they are “teaching” but their next “lessions” I am deeply hopeful will be from inside a nice prison cell.
They should probably learn to make chapathis as that is what they do at the local jail.

Anyway I plan to make good on my promises. I will tune this out and finish this paper by April 12, 2027 and ensure that criminal complaints are filed against all these guys here in my state. They are a parasitic menace to anyone honest whether it is doctors, dboys, routine state officials or anyone who is not a creepy nuisances.
The tech hopefully just dies from non interaction and I will still file complaints.

As for the creeps I didn’t want them to learn to harass people into engagement nor disengagement.
But this is enough communication and from here on out silent disengagement would be more ominous as I am sure I can get all their names and details. This cannot be permitted and times change and new people formally enter the fray as I have! And there is no point in these foul exercises if these guys don’t get the pushback they have courted.