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[mopinko]

5. ugh. gonna be a tough one around here, too.

i almost have the nerve to go to my sister's for an early xmas. havent been in a while, but with so much going on, and after a fucking lonely thanksgiving, i really want to go. got to see one of the nephews a while ago, and it's the kids i miss. my sisters can go.....

i dread who i will run into, i sure hope my middle daughter was not planning on coming. tho i doubt she will if i do.
havent spoken to her since the divorce thing started, and not looking forward to it. she is really seeing the whole thing through a lens of unacknowledged malfunction. so sucked into the drama.
only really talking to one of the 4 kids.

best of luck w your sister. does she want to see someone? do you talk to her often? is her life ok?

i just want to hibernate. pretend it isnt happening.
so many shake ups.

i know one thing about the holidays, tho. i am gonna be soooooooooooooo glad to see a new year.