Well, it appears we have found a place to move to.

[OldBaldy1701E]

We will see how the long term goes. I am still very concerned about my husband. He is getting even more scatterbrained and unable to remember anything. Now, he keeps coming up with strange ideas and way to handle simple things. I am scared. This is the worst time for either of us to have any kind of issue. Especially when I am fighting for my life to make sure my Adjustment Anxiety Disorder does not flare up, as moving is one of the biggest triggers for it. When it hits, I am literally catatonic at times. We cannot afford to have this happen.

But, that is what we get for moving a thousand miles away to a place where we know no one other than the person we are trying to get away from, not to mention a place that obviously does not want to know us. It is all but impossible to have a life without the presence of others in some form. Even casual acquaintances would be preferable to no one at all. But, despite my constantly pointing this very thing out, he was adamant that we move up here. Yes, the person had ulterior motives and once he learned that he was not getting his way, he might as well have disappeared. Yes, we tried to move out in 2019, just to have COVID hit and ruin everything for us. Yes, we will probably be homeless and destitute soon because the word 'affordable' does not exist in this country anymore.

Yes, I am about done with all of this. Were it not for my husband, it would already be over. Damn it.