Discovery From My Past.

[FirstLight]

11. I feel you,

For the most part my parents were genuinely loving and interested in me as a person. And, they also wanted to change me from who I was to fitting the mold better. I don't think that generation had a clue regarding much of child psychology. They were just doing the best they knew, and there were generations of trauma in all of our families bleeding down into that. When you look at it all on a grander scale, you can see where many of us here now are really the pivot points for our entire family's trauma map. I'm glad that you got to have a better relationship with your mother later, my mom and I definitely had our ups and downs too but I loved them so much and I still cry. The other day I had something really great happen in my life and I wanted so badly to call my mom and talk to her and tell her I was so excited, but I know she knows anyway 😞🥰