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OldBaldy1701E

(8,594 posts)
18. Oh, I feel I value myself okay.
Fri Nov 8, 2024, 01:21 PM
Nov 2024

It is society that has shown that it does not value me. By deciding that I should suffer until I perish is certain proof in my eyes. By saying that they cannot help me when I did all I could to help them. I can value myself all I want, but when no one else will, what is the chance for survival? How can one even attempt to? I fall into the category of people who are hearing about freaking 'Running Man*' scenarios. I don't stand a chance in such a scene.

You want to know how naive and gullible I was when it came to this country? There were several times over the years where I did my taxes, saw that I was going to get back a measly hundred bucks or so, and decided to just ignore it because the government needed money all the time. I was very young then. Young and delusional. I was deluded for most of my entire childhood (thanks to my mother's games) and then the propaganda took over from there. What a fool I was.

*A story by Stephen King in his book 'The Bachman Books', which is a compilation of short novellas he wrote over the years. The referenced story is about a dystopian future where the poor compete for survival and prizes on television programs for the entertainment of the elite. The environment is now ruined and the elite wear breathing protection that most of the rest of the people cannot afford. The lower people work and live in programmed squalor while the rest live it up.

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You have not failed! You have resisted their efforts to turn you into a soulless animal Walleye Nov 2024 #1
hugggs. I don't have any answers, wish I did. But here if we can help. niyad Nov 2024 #2
Don't let "them" change you. You're a valuable livetohike Nov 2024 #3
Same. zuul Nov 2024 #4
Thank you for your service, and I understand... appmanga Nov 2024 #5
Hugs XanaDUer2 Nov 2024 #6
Maybe you should have bankrupted a few casinos or committed fraud. Ray Bruns Nov 2024 #7
Sarcasm happy feet Nov 2024 #12
Thanks for that, but I found it very funny and ironically true. OldBaldy1701E Nov 2024 #17
I know right? But, as I said, I just cannot be a slime ball. OldBaldy1701E Nov 2024 #19
Ok, just stop! Debo77 Nov 2024 #8
you markie Nov 2024 #9
Yeah, I know. OldBaldy1701E Nov 2024 #20
I understand markie Nov 2024 #10
You absolutely did not fail at life. You are precious. bronxiteforever Nov 2024 #11
The wild thing is that both compassion and a good soul are detrimental in our modern America. OldBaldy1701E Nov 2024 #21
You have my love and respect. multigraincracker Nov 2024 #13
Oh, I feel I value myself okay. OldBaldy1701E Nov 2024 #18
Good, soulful people do not know how to fight sociopaths. ananda Nov 2024 #14
I know and feel your pain OldBaldy Clouds Passing Nov 2024 #15
You are breaking my heart. Don't let yourself be a casualty of the liar. tetedur Nov 2024 #16
Thanks for the replies everyone. OldBaldy1701E Nov 2024 #22
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