I dedicate this to my father

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11. Absolutely love that movie

Because that's kind of how I grew up honestly. Except like I love my mom to death I still do I still love my mom she's my best friend. I never had any desire to want to go live with my father at all and it's true any dick can be a father and she told her son that he had a lousy dad.

I had a male figure in my life though pretty much the entire time I had my grandfather that instilled a lot of his good morals into me and I had my step dad still and he let me explore a lot of different things out there that I never seen before like sports and whatnot.

But it's always really hard to kind of think like you know any man in your life your grandfather and stuff like it doesn't seem to always match like having a father and then your father just hating you mostly your life like wanting to spite your mother because he hated my mom for no reason and he used me to get to her thus damaging me in the process.

And then I went to his house last year completely out of the closet as a trans woman and he rejected me he said he didn't want anything to do with me anymore. And I was expecting it and I made peace with that. He never wanted a son and he definitely did not want a daughter