I dedicate this to my father

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You never ever will now the pain and mental anguish you caused me when I was a child. The countless threats you made against my mother to have her thrown in jail, have me taken away from her, my family. You will NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU DID TO ME! Belittling me, telling me I will never achieve college, education, happiness.

You left us alone, you ran off to have your dream job with the worst human possible. My wicked step mother who harbored the same hatred towards my mother and towards me for no reason other than existing. The endless torment I got growing up fearing losing my mother followed me all the way to my adulthood. Being away from her feels like the world would end if I'm gone more than a week.

And then you struck the final blow rejecting me as your daughter when I transitioned. You didn't want a daughter either, you didn't want me at all. I'm still broken mentally, I have anxiety's and fears that will never go away because of you. You did this to me. It is all your fault father.