Finally got chemo the other day

[Evoman]

6. Good.

My chemo was put off for about 4 weeks. I got a massive blood clot in my shoulder. I was in the hospital for about a two weeks due to the severe pain and the chance the blood clot might cause some problems. Now I'm on blood thinners and a blood pressure med, because the Avastin raised my blood pressure. Next chemo, this Wed., I won't be getting Avastin, though it will continue next round after that. Only problem is that the Avastin give me bloody mucous (although my nose doesn't actually bleed). With the blood thinner, however, it gave me a bloody nose that wouldn't stop for a long time. I'm afraid of getting Avastin again...its what indirectly caused my blood clot and gave me the bad nose bleed. I'm afraid of ending up in the hospital again.

I'm so tired of this Tab. So tired.